Monthly Musings
October 2009
From Overwhelm to Balance
Many of us are feeling as if we have too much to do and do not know where to begin, as we reach a place called overwhelm, on the journey fast forward into our new lives. Mercury turned direct on Sept 29th and suddenly there is much to do, as our newest plans require action steps now. I had a dream, where I was shown my old life on one side, and my new life on another, but in between, there was this massive area which was torn apart, under construction, and nowhere near being put back together. This is how it feels in my life right now, and in most of our lives. Everything is torn apart,as the new changes are made within.
For 26 years, I heated my home with wood, but when my husband died, a furnace was installed and I have been heating with LP gas. Now, I have made the decision to return to my old roots, and heat my home with wood. A chimney needs to be re-lined and much rearranging needs to take place, indoors and out. The hearth is the heart of the home, and on a physical body level too, many changes are taking place within as the new frequencies of light are re-wiring our bodies and brains. My ears have been hurting as my clairaudience increases, my throat and sinuses are being held in the light, as the light blasts out any congestion; for the sinuses are part of our psychic centers, and the throat is our transmitting station. My body is being consumed by the fires of kundalini, burning and releasing toxins at a very rapid rate.
I am trusting that all of the financial flow will be there, as the needs are great at this time. I have seen the visions of what is coming for me, but it is not until my inner planes partner, whose guidance is more earth bound, sees it manifest in his reality, that it will it be a completed manifestation. So, these next months are about completing the manifestations of these new lives into our dimensional realities on earth. Make no mistake, the new is here, and things continue to come to us, which support our movement forward, with ease and joy. Everything we need is being supplied even before we become aware of the need. It is a joyous and magical time, even in the midst of immense change.
This full moon in Aries on October 4th, brings the full manifestation of these new beginning and new changes. These changes encompass such a wide expanse, being both internal and external, that we need the horns of the Aries ram to move forward through the overwhelm. Aries is the beginning of the zodiac, so this full moon in Aries is about completing the needs for our first step forward in our new worlds; moving one step at a time, but with boldness and courage. An analogy for the level of change we are experiencing is, we are being given a new upgrade to a new operating system and learning many new software programs as well. Things function a bit differently, more quickly, and with ease. However, it takes a while to learn about the changes. We need to listen with new sensitivity, to the inner heart and the desires for simplicity and beauty, discarding and releasing with ease those things which feel heavy and old, dragging us down, or backwards. Faith and trust are needed, knowing that all will be supplied.
The Sun is trining Jupiter again, tuning us into that Aquarian threesome, Jupiter, Neptune and Chiron. All of these planets end their retrograde periods in the coming weeks, which will allow us to tune into a higher vibration of guidance and intuition, as well as encouraging new and unique approaches to life. Soon we will be working in groups and networking with like minded individuals. All nudges from within are encouraging us towards our soul purpose, at an even greater depth. Listen well. Tune into the exciting changes and allow the feelings of overwhelm to smooth out as the full moon wanes in intensity.
My sister had a wonderful vision of flying through the air from the end of August, until she lands on her feet safely again, in the middle of October. This is symbolic for what is happening collectively as well. The Libra new moon on October 17-18 will be bringing in balance, and we will be touching the ground again after the scurrying and preparations that are currently taking place. Things will be feeling less intense by this time, and ease will prevail. Libra also rules harmony, truth, equality and justice, both individually as well as collectively. As the frequencies increase in the mass population, we are all rising to new heights, and that which is non-integrous must be revealed, things can no longer be hidden. We will be seeing more and more exposure of individuals/groups which/who are abusing their power, and cheating others. This new moon brings to the forefront these issues and harmonizers. Our own relationships will move to new heights, in accordance with our own growth. The partnerships in our lives will be much more harmonious and filled with beauty.
At the end of this month, Saturn enters the sign of Libra. The frequencies of harmony, balance, truth, equality and justice will come to the forefront. The equalization of social classes, races, genders, and ages will be undergoing great change, as Saturn, the ruler of discipline and responsibility, upholds and demands true equality and justice for all. It is a magical time on earth, indeed.
In these times of great change, we need to invent new rules of etiquette, which is also ruled by Libra. As we all become more governed from our inner guidance, we need to honor this guidance, even when it comes in conflict with the current norms of behavior. As we grow and release the lower frequencies and density, we will be having times of sensitivity, vulnerability, anger, and sadness, and grief rise to the surface, suddenly and unexpectedly. When these releases come for ourselves and others, we can be gentle, we can offer support and encouragement, instead of judgment and censor. By maintaining the steady connection to our higher selves, we will remain in the flow and find ourselves in the right place at the right time, even if it does not make rational sense to the mind.
Many have reported to me inner planes connections with others, and have been confused by what it all means. I too, have been through that confusion. However, these inner planes connections are bringing some really wonderful and awesome changes in our lives in the coming months. Spiritual marriages are being formed on the inner planes, bringing a connection that is very Divine. It brings new meaning to the Bible verse, "Whatever God has joined together, let no man put asunder." For some, our spiritual groups are forming on the inner planes as well, and we will be instructed as to the work we will be doing and accomplishing together. For each of us, the new is arriving on wings of love and bringing greater gifts than we could have imagined. As Abraham Lincoln stated long ago: "The dogmas of the quiet past are inadequate to the stormy present. The occasion is piled high with difficulty, and we must rise with the occasion. As our case is new, so we must think anew and act anew."
