The full moon in Scorpio dug deep. It was not only releasing individual issues, but was also releasing us from our "old reality" and identities. This was a big challenge. We had a short period of feeling "empty." Each of us has been searching our whole life for someone to fill this empty hole so we can feel "whole". We have often found ourselves in the mirror or reflection of others. This feeling of emptiness we experienced was the letting go of this "hole" within. We are each now sovereign beings, who have no need of anything outside of ourselves to fill us up. We are whole beings who can move forward and be the gods we are meant to be, creating the world we wish to inhabit.
Once this empty feeling left, we then filled our hearts and our beings with a higher love, a higher vibration which has expanded us exponentially. This vibration is based on unity and oneness, so each of us can feel a connection and contribution to the whole of humanity and the universe. Once we became a higher vibration we also felt a detachment, for true love has no binding attachments. True love only wants the best for another. As Corinthians 1:13 tells us:
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails...And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
Our societal and familial experiences have contaminated our ideas of love and introduced lower will attachments into our ideas of love; such as control, ownership, possession, jealousy, etc. Pure and unadulterated love is of the highest order and rejoices in the trust, hope and joy for every "other." Earth is a playground; everything we do and experience is play and brings us into a state of pure joy. In a state of pure and unadulterated joy, we are able to expand our own ability to feel and BE love. We are dropping the old paradigms of control and work and replacing them with play and joy.
True freedom comes when we can see the multi dimensional perspectives of each level of Self and honor them all. As we do so, we honor our full Being which is in alignment; for truly even though we may or may not see the higher perspective in a situation, it is important to feel and experience the entirety of Self. It would not have been created or planned at a divine level if it were not important to have the feelings arise in our emotional body; the thoughts arise in our mental body, or the physical release to take place. All bodies are working in harmony at all times, and always for our greatest good.
We are opening to a higher level of our multi dimensional experience. We used to travel with our light body and now we are accessing and awakening our luminous body. There are no limits to where this dimensional level of ourselves can travel and no limits to the information we can access. In the past, with my light body, I was aware of traveling beyond time and space to work with others (individuals and groups) and assist in their healing. This work was always done as a separate entity and outside of someone else's consciousness.
As of late, I am experiencing something new; the ability to lose my individuality and become pure consciousness, merge with a person's consciousness, explore the energies, and heal them from the inside out. This is done through adding light and cleaning up old energies which have outlived their usefulness.
Last month I had a question asked by one of my readers pertaining to divine relationships. This person wanted me to expand on the outcomes of divine relationships. Each divine relationship is unique in its purpose and potentials. I have experienced four divine relationships and each one of them has had a unique purpose and varied outcomes. I will say that each of them served the individuals and the whole of humanity at the same time. The one thing which all of these relationships have in common is their innate ability to expand our capacity for love. Following the incredible love and the magnetic attraction you feel will always bring great blessings. As these relationships are also meant for personal healing, they will also challenge you to grow and release old pain, trauma, beliefs, outlived characteristics and identities.
The remainder of the month will bring grand and glorious change for each of us. We will experience two more eclipses by month's end, as well as the exact square of Uranus/Pluto. Each eclipse allows for an upgrade in our individual and collective energy fields, realigning our individual meridians and collective grids. Eclipses awaken our cellular memory and heighten our soul's blueprint. We will release old programming and manifest new consciousness with both of the eclipses this month. Expect shift! On May 9-10 we experience a Solar Eclipse in Taurus. The Sabian symbol for this eclipse portends aid from those angelic and spiritual beings that walk with us: "Wisps of winglike clouds streaming across the sky; the awareness of spiritual forces at work." Taurus is ruled by Venus and promises to awaken even more of our ability to love and live in a higher field of joy and bliss.
The Uranus/Pluto square will be exact on May 20th. This is the third of seven exact squares which will unfold over the next few years. Uranus symbolizes sudden and unexpected change, Pluto rules deep and transformational change, and in square aspect, pushes each of us forcefully to change from within. This aspect is quickly followed by the Sagittarius Lunar Eclipse on May 24-25, which is a Supermoon, and the 3rd of three eclipses in a row. This full moon promises to pack a powerful punch, moving us beyond any belief systems which are restraining us from moving forward as deemed by our higher Selves.
I personally feel these eclipses are pushing us into new dimensions and realities of being, living and functioning. We will be changed by the end of this month, but it may take us until the summer solstice to actually balance and realize how far we have come. Remember, confusion is a high state of being. It is highly likely we will all find ourselves in a state of confusion for at least some period of time as we shift form one state of being to another throughout the rest of this month. Allow the confusion to be. Be still as adjustments are made and shifts into new consciousness solidify. Remember the wise words of Walter Mondale: "If you are sure you understand everything that is going on, you are hopelessly confused."
Blessings of love, joy, and peace and grand abundance to all,